what i've asked for --
what i want --
this you-live-here-and-i-live-there-and-we're-together-all-the-time deal is so, so old. i'm trying to be patient, but i'm struggling. i want to marry him not because i want a wedding, or a ring (although both of those things will be nice in themselves), but because i'm tired of living two lives, tired of him going home at night, tired of him not coming home to me at the end of the day, tired of feeling like we're still two and not one.
let's all say a prayer, okay? :)